And trust me, I'm trying with all my heart to believe you.
But I'm not counting on anything.

Puerto Rico in Four Days

And I just really need this. I want to be on an island without real connection to the outside world and just have me time. So much to think about and all I can say is that I just really need this trip now.

Little Mix - Little Me

Martin Garrix & Jay Hardway - Wizard (Radio Edit)

Tattoo Idea

So, I doubt I'll actually ever get a second tattoo. But if I had to, it'd have something to do with relying on yourself. One of the things that I had to learn the hard way as of recently is that sometimes the people you most count on and the people you most cherish can't always be there in the way you'd like them to be. Maybe it's not so much about them letting you down but more about you, yourself, having too high of expectations. I've learned that sometimes a true sacrifice is to lower expectations. That may sound horrible but compromise is all about that. Relationships…all kinds of relationships…are about compromise and about settling. Sometimes, when you allow yourself to have high expectations, those expectations are actually met. But what I've realized is for me to actually be strong and happy, I have to lower expectations to truly move on.

So one day, if I feel as though I actually have the courage to get a second tattoo, I think that it would revolve around relying on yourself because that's all I gotta do to make it through.

Dear Someone,

Yesterday I was watching this video with my friend and it was essentially about these artists who draw on the grounds of streets. The drawings are optical illusions, meant to look 3D but they aren't. As we were watching it, both of us were mesmerized in the same way; what are we doing here watching this when we could be doing this? I don't mean literally…but more in the sense of like, when will we actually be given the chance to do something great? Lately, academics and responsibilities are all that has been on my mind. Don't get me wrong, I love this new stage in my life. Yet, sometimes I can't help but feel as though sometimes they are actually an obstacle. See, academia actually sets goals for you. You study for four years and you reach the goal of getting your Bachelors. And that's that. But what goals do we have for ourselves? And when will we actually have the time to reach those goals to the fullest potential? When will I stop being a part time student, part time dream reacher? When will I start concentrating on my dreams entirely?

No matter what you say or what you or what you do
When I'm alone, I'd rather be with you
Fuck these other niggas
I'll be right by your side till 3005, hold up