Food

I want good food! Like now.....
So sick of cafeteria food and overpriced places...............................

Miss this one :)

"If we view outcomes as beyond our control, on the other hand, it's tempting to simply give up--indeed, it's often rational to do so."

Sonnentanz (Sun Don't Shine ft. Will Heard)

The original

Will Heard & Cara Delevingne - 'Sonnentanz' (Sun Don't Shine) Lyrics

"Through all the space and time, your love is mine. But the sun don't shine, without you
When I saw you rise the other day, I felt my worries just seemed to melt away into you"

The First

So today was one of the hardest days since I've been here. After an unsuccessful phone call, some drama on the friends front, and a day full of wondering if I'd ever get my work done, I just looked down at my textbook and straight broke down. College is SOOOOO much work. Such a wake up call. I'm not going to lie though, thank you to a very special someone (I love you so much), I felt much better. After getting a kind of get-your-shit-together pep talk from him, I actually felt like I could get through the day and get my shit done. 

Nothing is going to be easy from now on. I mean, all odds are against me right now. I'm in a university with 25,000 undergraduates. That means competition. I'm 3000(ish) miles away from you. That means distance and patience. But at the end of the day, I guess it really means just learning to be in the right state of mind. I gotta know that there will more days like this. Probably going to be hit by even worse days. It just means investing a lot of time in the things I love and need to work for. And it means knowing when I need to come up for fresh air. It's all about balance. I really need to get into the habit. 

So yeah,

today was hard.

First of many. 

More to come. 

Oh well. 

Move on. 

Conor Maynard - R U Crazy

Obssesssssseeeeeddddd

TINY RESTLESS THING

http://www.buzzfeed.com/tanyachen/pains-of-being-short-at-bars

"Hold On, We're Going Home" by Drake (Pia Mia cover)

Dyana showed me this...
I loveeeeeeee ittttttt

http://8tracks.com/chloe-strang/you-are-what-you-listen-to

Disclosure - You & Me (Flume Remix)

Nightmares

I don't really know what nightmares are all about. I actually am planning on taking a class next year on what sleep deprivation and dreams/nightmares are all about because I've been ridiculously curious. I had the worst night last night. I tossed and turned for hours and had nightmares for what seemed like hours on hours. I did go to bed really upset last night but what amazes me is that my entire day had been the completely opposite. How is it possible that something so simple and so minute in comparison to the rest of the day could completely take over the mind and as a result, the night? I actually can't wait to explore dreams in a class next year because it is actually mind blowing to me that your own mind can completely turn against you like that.

Team - Lorde (HD Lyrics)

And when everything that you originally depended on fails you, you make your own family and you make your own home.

So fucking excited for tomorrow...and so fucking nervous too. Honestly biggest leap of faith that I've taken in a while. Don't want to tell anyone about it so I don't jinx anything...

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Can't sleep...
Two nights in a row
This is just not good.

!!!!! No Angels (TLC vs. The XX) - Bastille

Why Psychology

Because...
"This field can help you understand your motives, your personality, and even why you remember some things and forget others."

Undisclosed Desires - Muse

The 1975 - Undo

Intuition..

Trust your intuition. More than anything, trust that gut feeling. I keep writing about intuition in my blog but lately I just feel like I've been such a coward. I don't trust my intuition. I just play it by ear and let all this shit happen. I should be able to be brave and actually trust what my mind and even my body is telling me.

"doesn't make sense to anybody else
who cares if you're all i think about
i've searched the world and i know now,
it ain't right if you ain't lost your mind
yeah i don't want easy, i want crazy"

Day by Day

One day good
One day bad

The first week

"This picture completely captures who we are"-Gaby

Okay so I've been at McGill for like a week and two days. Apart from Valentina, I came to McGill not knowing Liza, Anna and Gaby. I didn't know if I'd be able to find people that I'd feel comfortable with for a long time. I thought it would take forever. Yet, I've been chilling with these girls every single day since I got here basically and it feels amazing to know that I have girls that I already feel close to here, that I can talk to about anything and who I respect so much. It's nice going to a school where everyone has a incredible balance. I can go out with all of you and have so many laughs and so much fun and then there are moments when we're able to talk about school and our past lives with such maturity and seriousness. It actually makes these friendships feel so much more real. The one thing that I hated about FROSH was that everyone seemed to be really forced into being nice and crazy and although I'm sure there were a bunch of lovely people, it honestly just came off as being fake. It was hard to actually have fun with people that you didn't feel comfortable with. Yet, somehow the five of us always found each other at some point in the day and enjoyed the events in one way or another and that was what made FROSH a lot more memorable. The last night was by far my best night, probably because I was in the company of you guys and that made it all the better. To a great 3-4 years, girls.

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