Humanity

There is a thin line between hunger and desire. One of them, hunger, is less raw. It is less heartfelt and is fueled by something different than enthusiasm. It is fueled by greed, materialism and in some cases, power. On the other hand, desire, is fueled by passion and longing. However, sometimes we are mislead by human capabilities such as competition and hatred, therefore, leading us to take our desire and exchange it for hunger. It is in our nature and some of us, on occasion, forget to draw this line between both.
Subconsciously, all of mankind knows that something is malfunctioning in our world. Until we are proven otherwise through love or any type of emotion that brings out our honorable human traits, most of are lost in a threatening world of hunger. At the back of our heads, we realize that we are bitter and deep inside; we all want to experience love. We all want to trump evil and feel glorious through achievements without having to struggling and competing.
Many of us are blind. We stare up into the sky and we usually only see one star in that pitch-black sky. We are blind because we have been disappointed and unable to be proven that if that one star that we depended on were to be removed, we wouldn’t be lost. In mythology, it is predicted if Zeus’ lightning bolt were to be stolen, Poseidon would shake the seas, Tartarus’ grounds would explode with fury and Aphrodite would be left with no love or beauty. Without that bolt, or our own star, many of us would be lost. Desire, would be misplaced and only hunger would be left. That is why we depend on those who are able to stare up into the sky and realize that there is not only one star, but there are many, gleaming over us. They are the true leaders and the ones who prove us that mankind has someone to trust to lead them the way.
There are very many people left who are uncorrupted by hunger and untouched by greed. Yet, we let it be because without this feeling of corruption, we wouldn’t be looking for something better such as love. We are a race to be honored and disgraced. We are blind to beauty and some of us are infatuated with it. We feel everything and we are reluctant to giving into our emotions. We are malevolent, ravenous, adoring, affectionate…We are humanity.

Today

I
don't
know
how
I'm
going
to
get
through
this
summer
without you.
Hence, this year and next year.
I'm just waiting for 2013 to come around so that maybe
I'll get a chance to see you again.

This isn't happening.

because you don't have blonde hair or red hair ;)
because you have incredibly interesting family stories
because i can talk to you every single day without getting uninterested
because of the way you speak about your mom
because of the way you kiss my forehead
because you live two blocks away and i can see you basically whenever
because you bring me home every night
because anna loves you more :)
because you hate it when i touch your cheeks
because you get frustrated with me easily
because of your patience
because of your street & book intelligence
because of your stories about the places you lived
because of the way you pick me up sometimes like a baby
because of your laugh
because of the way you make fun of me
because of your promises towards me
because of the way you help me study
because you remember details that i could've told you weeks before
because of the way you pull me back when i'm "mad" at you
because of june 23rd
because we never fight
because of the hope that you've sparked in me

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
12 MORE DAYS.
:(

I learned the hard way that they all say things you want to hear

self explanatory.

I WANTTTT

Lilly Pulitzer "Lela" Daisy Lace Shift Dress



Kate Spade Brooke Espadrille Wedges
(i really wish these didn't have the bow or the golden hoops...then it would be perfect)

Tron

Clu: You promise that we would change the world together. You broke your promise.
Kevin Flynn: I know. I understand that now.
Clu: I took this system to it's maximum potential. I created the perfect system!
Kevin Flynn: The thing about perfection is that it's unknowable. It's impossible, but it's also right in front of us all the time.

There are a lot of people in my life whom I've known for a while. On the other hand, it just so happens that the vast majority of these people have settled in so comfortably into my life that they've lost the sense of respect that any two humans should have for each other. I can say now that my one annoyance, regarding social life, is when people just get too damn outspoken. You can't just treat people like shit and get away with it just because you believe you're close with them. It doesn't work like that at all. Those people take life for granted. They take the people that come in and out of THEIR life for granted. That's not right. Get the hell over yourself 'cause one day you will get smacked in the face and you'll have to look karma in the fucking eye.