tu me fais sentir heureuse.

why did i change the pace

hearts were never meant to race

always felt the need for space

and now i can't reach your face

so where are you standing now

are you in the crowd of my voice

love can't you see my hand

lend me one more chance

we can still have it all

-chrisbrown "crawl"

The Ignored

the golden night

swarms beside me

as a puddle at first

and then it alters

into the everlasting

ride of inspiration

i wanna wrap the world in love over and over again.

what do you say, we leave to California?

no one has to know if we decide to go.

and i'll swim the ocean for you. the ocean for you. (: i am listening to one of my fave bands that i actually forgot about for a while and i think i'm gonna obsess about it again. kelsey by METRO STATION. their songs are actually adorable. yesterday i watched new moon. what a disappointment but because i'm a sucker for these books i kinda loved it even though it was terrible. it was funny because while we were waiting to go into the theatre, we didnt really notice that there was a huge line waiting to go in but we didn't really realize it was for our movie theater so we waited and waited when all of a sudden these women were like "um guys did you know there was a line?" and my friend sarah was like "yeah . we know. " and the same woman responded by saying, "oh do you?" THIS WOMAN WAS 45 and she was fighting over a new moon movie! and some other woman who was like 30 said, "well i hope you know theres three of you and theres over a hundred of us in this line." some people are crazy. today i'm staying in. its a homework day, ugh tomorrow's school! :(

finally, one more day till friday and 28 more minutes until vampire diaries is on tv:) hahaha. stacks on deckk, patron on ice:) we can popbottles all nighttt. i love this song when its sung by Anya Marina. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OBlgSz8sSM. this video is actually life for me right now. CHAAAAALIEEEE. the funniest moment of my day today was when i was walking with my friends and rishav was about to throw out a packet of gum.. so he leans into a classroom and throws the packet in there but it misses the trashcan and all of a sudden he looks up and the whole class was looking at him + the teacher. so he sprinted down the hallway. my mommy bought me flowers today and they smell of meadows. it drizzled today, just thinking about it makes me smile.

droplets on my finger tips..

i'll dance under the stars above me.

i am singing for shiraz at the moment. she's talking about stuffed animals and stuff and she thinks i'm listening to her. all i can hear is "look its michael with his hat to cover his curls!" that makes me laugh but shes trying to make me listen to the rest of it and it's not working. today's good 11/18 :) i like the song everybody loves me by one republic. "and the sun is shining everyday but it's far away over the world that's dead." good line. i like the wind when it blows back my hair. i like dark nights when it's nice and cool. i like holding hands. i like when my friends and i run through the streets of new york city while our hair blows back, holding hands on a cool dark night. friday the thirteenth. epic night:) happiness within our fingers. queens of empire states of minds.

props to abdullah hanif for not letting me fail physics & math.

this is my now

this is my today

no more sitting on the side waiting for my chance to play

time to step out, so much to say

i'll never get the chance if i don't break away

write my own symphony, gotta write my own symphony

write my own symphony.

doingmathproblemsiswhack:p .. take out and kit kats

:) lazy day.

went iceskating! finally:) its winter and there's a frozen pond and everthing:D skateskateskate. ahah my two friends marco and sarah went with me and we were actually on crack. not really but we were so so so hyper:P we were running through the streets cuz we were so excited and at one point when we were on the ice, sarah and i were just chilling standing next to the wall when all of a sudden she flipped out and fell on her butt. i stood there and laughed and watched her try to get up and fail over and over again. we went ice skating at bryant park. it was actually amazing. ice skating on a beautiful night in new york city is actually amazing. a few lights brightened up the pitch black sky and the buildings towered over us. "HEY GUYS, DOESNT THAT bUILDING MAKE YOU WANNA SLIDE DOWN IT?" - marco. haha that made our day:) REDVELVETCUPCAKE:)<3

halloween-loved it. rip crayons '09