Food

I want good food! Like now.....
So sick of cafeteria food and overpriced places...............................

Miss this one :)

"If we view outcomes as beyond our control, on the other hand, it's tempting to simply give up--indeed, it's often rational to do so."

Sonnentanz (Sun Don't Shine ft. Will Heard)

The original

Will Heard & Cara Delevingne - 'Sonnentanz' (Sun Don't Shine) Lyrics

"Through all the space and time, your love is mine. But the sun don't shine, without you
When I saw you rise the other day, I felt my worries just seemed to melt away into you"

The First

So today was one of the hardest days since I've been here. After an unsuccessful phone call, some drama on the friends front, and a day full of wondering if I'd ever get my work done, I just looked down at my textbook and straight broke down. College is SOOOOO much work. Such a wake up call. I'm not going to lie though, thank you to a very special someone (I love you so much), I felt much better. After getting a kind of get-your-shit-together pep talk from him, I actually felt like I could get through the day and get my shit done. 

Nothing is going to be easy from now on. I mean, all odds are against me right now. I'm in a university with 25,000 undergraduates. That means competition. I'm 3000(ish) miles away from you. That means distance and patience. But at the end of the day, I guess it really means just learning to be in the right state of mind. I gotta know that there will more days like this. Probably going to be hit by even worse days. It just means investing a lot of time in the things I love and need to work for. And it means knowing when I need to come up for fresh air. It's all about balance. I really need to get into the habit. 

So yeah,

today was hard.

First of many. 

More to come. 

Oh well. 

Move on. 

Conor Maynard - R U Crazy

Obssesssssseeeeeddddd