Put your energy into the world

Today something really incredible happened. For the last week I've been putting in as much as much trust and good energy into the world. My theory was that if I could manage to send all that energy out then maybe it would come back in another way. And it did. I feel happy. At peace with myself. It's a powerful feeling knowing that I did something for myself.

You always seem to sneak your way into my subconscious. It's an intense feeling having someone be a part of who you are. 

Rest In Peace

So something pretty fucked up happened two days ago to a kid from my high school. I didn't know him. I only knew of him. All I know is that right now it really seems as though the world is a fucked up and dark place. Watching a friend tear herself up about it was difficult just because there's nothing you can say to make it better. These kind of things happen every day and it's hard to realize that this will become a dynamic...people will leave us and we will have to force ourselves to move on. So I got to thinking. How do you move on with your life if that person IS part of it? What if that person is your life? Serious prayers go out to all the people that have to cope with someone leaving their life. You all have some serious strength.

Montreal So Far

• Bike Rides
• Soccer Games
• Old Port
• Wine Bars
• Polaroids
• Music
• Dancing
• Trip Planning
• Late night talks
• Balconies
• Fountains
• Walks

This year so far...I love it. 

damn
i miss you

Nina Nesbitt - The Hardest Part

Might never be the right time and that's the hardest part of it