Nov 10, 2010


Day 4: Seven things that Cross Your Mind a lot.

1. If I'll get into the college choices I want. This is probably the top thing that I think about. I think about this everyday not only because of college but because of the success that will come with it. I guess you could say that I think about my future way too much.

2. Whether or not people can see right through me for who I am. There are only about four people who really know me for me and for now, I don't want to let more people in. I'm not going to whine about this though because four people is enough. Although many people think it's fine to let everybody know every little thing about themselves, I believe it's best to not show many people our weaknesses because many people take that for granted.

3. If my life will change at any point for the better or for the worse. I tend to think very optimistically but there are many things that lead me to believe that fate actually exists.

4. If my parents are okay. Recently, for the past one or two years I've had this stronger connection with my parents. By growing more mature I've realized that there are worst things than an unhappy marriage. The consequences and left over state of mind can be more threatening than anything, in any situation. For this, I tend to think of them a lot.

5. If I ran away, where would paths take me? As stupid as this sounds, sometimes, when I find myself in horrible situations, I imagine my life somewhere else and how it would be.

6. If I should've expressed my passion for singing more when I was younger. At earlier ages, I was a bit more shy than I even am today. Ever since I could find my voice, I've been singing, however, I never showed that side and today I regret it.

7. If this is myself. Simple and straight to the point.

Nov 9, 2010

Law of the Conservation of Beauty: that across reality as a whole, beauty may never be lost or gained, created or destroyed, but only may change or be changed into a different form.

Law of Conservation of Love: that love many never be created or destroyed but only may change or be changed into a different form such as hate or fear.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

1. Make me laugh
2. and
3. that's
4. honestly
5. pretty
6. much
7. it
8. .

Nov 8, 2010

Right now is not the best time for me, I could say. Luckily, some people know how to distract me from a lot of bullshit. It surprises me because my main philosophy is that nothing can really bother me and nothing can make me crumble but right now I'm at that point where I think nothing can get better. Therefore, when I saw this picture I guess the one word I saw in my mind was: Optimism.
"It's okay to not be okay."
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. I'm serious when I need to be and wild too ;)
2. I have a lisp sometimes...
3. Gotta donk
4. I get upset easily
5. I love paris
6. I love photography and writing
7. People tend to hurt me a lot because i'm small :)
8. I"m a baby...
9. When I'm nervous, I play with my hair

Nov 7, 2010

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. I miss you.
2. I didn't mean it.
3. You mean so fucking much to me...
4. Thanks to you, I laugh more now
5. Thank You
6. I don't know
7. Please forgive me
8. I wish it was how it used to be
9. You've changed me
10. Fuck you

Ten Days-Took this From FriFri :)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.