This is exactly what I've been thinking

People are always shouting they want to create a better future. It’s not true. The future is an apathetic void of no interest to anyone. The past is full of life, eager to irritate us, provoke and insult us, tempt us to destroy or repaint it. The Only reason people want to be masters of the future is to change the past.

-MILAN KUNDERA

This is the quote that I've been thinking about this entire past week. The past is in the past. The future is bound to come at some point but it's not around right now...I don't have the time or fortune to be looking far ahead. I want to live in right now and I want to make the best out of the most raw and current emotions that I have at this very moment. 

Live
live
live
live
live
live
& wish
for the best
for everything
because we have limited time

so sick of wasting time
so i'm going to
live
live
live
live
live

Hoodie Allen - No Faith In Brooklyn Lyrics (HD)

Snap

Losing your temper is something incredible. It completely takes control. It consumes you.
Holy shit, it is so easy to lose your temper.
I hate that.

Hay muchas cosas corriendo por mi mente. Se me esta haciendo dificil recordar algunas cosas. Ya no recuerdo mi racional detras mis decisiones. Y aunque quiera decir que no me importe y que todo va a estar bien, tengo un miedo que me esta comiendo viva. Quiero saber que mi corazón no me vaya a tomar por sorpresa. Quiero que mi cabeza se quede donde esta ahora. Estoy feliz. Nada puede meterse por el medio. No voy a dejar que eso pase.

Skylar Grey - Words

Obsessed

I am so tired of losing people.

Lies

Lies
are disgusting
They trap you
and manipulate you
and warp you
They addict you
and pull you
back and forth
right and left
They stunt you
You believe them
And forget about truth
And most of all,
they hurt.
They stab you in the vein
and punch you in the gut
So I never lie when I say that I don't like lies
Lies lie
Because most of all, they lie to you.

Sandy the Hurricane

Sandy hit our apartment on Monday night. All the power went out in my neighborhood. I remember sitting by myself in my room and seeing every little source of light just turn off within an instant. I looked out the window and I could see one or two people running every now and then in every direction, trying to get shelter. The window panes were shaking and it felt like the glass was about to shatter.

And yet, these past four days have been the most calming that I've experienced in quite a while. I spent the past four days at my best friend's house. I've never been in such a blissful state in my entire life. Her family is like my second family at this point. And on top of that, I feel as though we're starting to build our own small family. I've never felt so at ease with people in my life.