Paranoia, Ghosts & Other Sounds - SAFIA

This Past Weekend

TOO MUCH FUN

too relaxing

missed my meatball and ellegee too much 

That dependence has disappeared
And I used to be upset by it
But now I'm not anymore
It's so freeing
And maybe the whole time the problem was me
Maybe I just held onto certain things too much
Or maybe I just held certain things too highly
All I know is that the dependence is gone
At the end of the day I have to get through these things
With or Without

X Ambassadors - Unconsolable

Try again.
Fail again.
Fail better.

"Then he heard a voice somewhere deep inside
And it said, I know you've murdered and I know you've lied.
And I've watched you suffer all of your life."

Heavy Weight

I was talking to this friend this one time. I asked her how she felt when this one person left her life. Her answer was so impacting, "You know, I just walked around with this really heavy weight in my heart for the longest time."