Nightmares

I don't really know what nightmares are all about. I actually am planning on taking a class next year on what sleep deprivation and dreams/nightmares are all about because I've been ridiculously curious. I had the worst night last night. I tossed and turned for hours and had nightmares for what seemed like hours on hours. I did go to bed really upset last night but what amazes me is that my entire day had been the completely opposite. How is it possible that something so simple and so minute in comparison to the rest of the day could completely take over the mind and as a result, the night? I actually can't wait to explore dreams in a class next year because it is actually mind blowing to me that your own mind can completely turn against you like that.

Team - Lorde (HD Lyrics)

And when everything that you originally depended on fails you, you make your own family and you make your own home.

So fucking excited for tomorrow...and so fucking nervous too. Honestly biggest leap of faith that I've taken in a while. Don't want to tell anyone about it so I don't jinx anything...

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Can't sleep...
Two nights in a row
This is just not good.

!!!!! No Angels (TLC vs. The XX) - Bastille

Why Psychology

Because...
"This field can help you understand your motives, your personality, and even why you remember some things and forget others."