It feels like I have so little control over anything that is going on with me.
I'm unhappy about a lot of things and I'm getting overwhelmed by this need to start getting rid of all of it.
And that will take a huge jump on my part.
To feel clean and happy alone, by myself, in my thoughts.
I haven't done it in so long but it has to happen.
No more doing things that I don't want to do.
No more boring.
No more lame.
No more lazy.
No more tired.
I only want people in my life that inspire me and drive me to do great.
I only want to take part in a job that pushes me to be crazy, creative, happy, me.
