Some writing here and there...

There’s something about trains. It feels like my soul catches up to me when I’m on them.  When I was young, we would go to Kent, Connecticut over the weekends. I remember that feeling of being awaited by someone at the end of the ride. And the trees. I can smell the autumn of the northeast, filled with the smell of sweet ivy and slow burning wood.

Adele - Hello

Hello from the other side

I must've called a thousand times

To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home



Hello from the outside

At least I can say that I've tried

To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart

But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

:(

Miss you.

I'd like to float up into the clouds
At the sun's level
At the sky's level
At the highest level
With the quietness and loudness of immensity
Around, above, down low

And it's the dependency that's the worst

The feeling of wanting to reach out

And maybe secretly I am glad that that feeling is still there

Because what if there's a day when that disappears

What will it be then 

Who will I be 

I feel more and less like me than ever

And I still think about us every day 

And I knew it would hit me for real when I got home...

This is the most I've swallowed and kept inside of myself in a while.

Sleeping at Last - Saturn (Lyric Video)

You taught me the courage of stars before you left.
How light carries on endlessly, even after death.
With shortness of breath, you explained the infinite.
How rare and beautiful it is to even exist.