To be or not to be

You never know what to do in these situations. There is absolutely no way to go about these situations. There is no way to feel about these situations. There's nothing to like about these situations. There are so many things that you have to take into account for and regardless of what you want, what you need is more forceful. And sometimes, I can picture everything perfectly. I can see how easy it can be and I forgot about all the bad things. All that has happened can't just remain in the past, can it? It needs to remain vivid...it's so hard to just store everything away. How can I just store it all away?