Tiny Restless Thing

i was planning on writing something genuinely deep but i can't come up with anything today. i'm in one way or another, stuck. there's no such thing as writer's block in my head, because i am sitting here writing some shit right? i have this best friend and he and i are two of the most complicated beings on earth. it's flabbergasting. we're the best of friends one day and the we can't even stand each other the next. there are days where we try to be smart asses, supercilious and all, beating around the bush about what we're trying to signal each other. however, at the end of the day we just begin and end talking about the most psychological mind fucking shit. i've learned to make the english language beautiful because of him. he has this way of making even the most simplest phrases elegantly pleasant. "And then the sky turned red," he said one day and ever since then I've learned to appreciate the scenery around me rather than moving with it like every other being as if it was simply...well...scenery. i don't think i've ever been more hurt by a person than him, and i guarantee the situation is vice versa but then again, i've never been made...happy...by someone. i guess, we just care. there's no other reason to it honestly, we just f.u.c.k.i.n.g care. he's taught me family, he's taught me home. and like one of my best friends recited in one of her blogs, ohana. he's taught me ohana. and like family, although we'll dispute about the most childish things or the most impacting things, it's as if we're bound by blood. we will always come back to each other in times of need. ohana. there are moments like the one we are experiencing at this very second where we don't say much but without words, we tend to say it all. and that is when you know somebody, when you know each and every thought on someone's mind. through the clouds, boundaries, walls and all, there's still some kind of clear path where you can read that person's thoughts, sus pensamientos, how i can see yours, how you can see mine.

thank you.